So Tom was one of my best friends at work and outside of work... He was such a great person, Its been 1 month 7 days and 12 hours since he has left us... And its so hard to deal with! He loved life and made sure that we did too.. Even when we were mad at the world. He was giving, caring and so loveable!!! It was hard to resist... He loved his girls tho! There was no doubt about that! He tried to hard most the times... But it was so funny that it was kina cute.. lol.. He'd brag about it all the time! He was the only one at work who could make me laugh when i was mad... Or when i was mad at him! it wouldnt last very long cause like i said he was a great guy.. HArd to stay mad at him!I bonded with him faster then n e one else... I trusted him... WIth n e thing... There was so many things about him that i cuold never explain.. No one would understand! I just miss him alot! I miss how he would say me name wrong " hey, Kahau", i miss correcting him and us both laughing! Tom it "kehau" and he'd say aww i knew that! Or how he massaged me only when he wanted me to do something for him... He was kina ruff it hurt.. lol...And he knew that too! i kina think he did it on purpose! lol.. i miss him alot tho! theres not a day that goes by that i dont think about him... He had no family here! and when it all happened my only wish was that i wouldve been there at his side so he didnt have to be alone! See Tom didnt like being alone!!! He was always out and about with us and his other friends! I hate that this one time i couldnt be at his side! To tell him that everything is ok and that im here! And that he's not alone! I hate that he left us alone! At first i was so upset that he left... I was angry... When i went to work and the officer came to talk to us and all the people who help deal with people and their loss... I didnt want to hear it! i jsut sat there crying... they tried to talk to me... i wasnt listening! I wasnt trying to be rude! But nothing they had to say would help the way that i felt! It wouldfnt take the pain away so i got send home... i couldnt even drive myself.. They wouldnt let me! Which i thank them so much for.. I mightve not made it home that day!Tome was a great nurse... He loved each and every one of his patients! he'd get letters all the time from his patients family and stuff.. He made sure his patients were taken cared of! It'll be hard to find another nurse like him! No one will ever replace him in my heart!He was alsoe a father of 2 eautiful children.. Who i call my hanai brother and sister! Being as the y "adopted" me into their family! And im so thankful to have them in my life! Laurie his wife! Shes such a good person! So is Vannessa and Dave! They are so much like hiM! Kind and gentle! Giving and willing to help u in n e way possible!!!But thats my blog.. I miss u TOM rest in love... YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!kehau
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