I really wonder sometimes why people choose to do the things that they do. Take for instance, today I had to stop by the office to pick up my paycheck. Yeah, I still do the paper thing cause it helps me keep track of everything & I still haven't gotten around to signing up with a different bank. Anyway. While I was driving down a side street near Wally World on Beretania, I was behind this lady (I think it was a lady) in a white civic. We stopped at the corner & waited & waited. She could have gone, but for some reason didn't. Then the light changes & BAM! She steps on the gas. Mind you, there was a whole sidewalk of people waiting to cross, who, having the right-of-way, stepped off not knowing this lady was psycho. I close my eyes, hoping I'm not gonna be an eye-witness to some horrid accident. Thank God, nobody was hit. But there was a huge group of stink-eye armed people glaring at this lady, who I don't think it even dawned upon that she was in the wrong. All I could think was, "Damn, I gotta get away from her!" So I'm watching to see where she's going, in hopes that I can go in the opposite direction. I needed to go to Barnes & Nobles in Ala Moana to pick up something for my tita, so I was hoping this lady wasn't going in the same direction. Nope, she wasn't. Thank God! I appreciate the humbling experience, but Good God, that was freaky!
One word came to mind....... KARMA. My very close friend was telling us that when it comes to karma, we cannot stop it. We just gotta step out of the way & let the Kupunas take care of it. If we try to do anything (like take revenge), we only screw things up & make matters worse, & most likely adding more karma to our own pot. My other just-as-gifted friend came over last night & was telling us something similar. Then she explained it in more detail why we always say, "What goes around comes around ten times harder". She explained that when we send out energy (good or bad), the world searches out similar energy (not determining the difference, just knowing that it's like energy), & sends it right back to the person who sent it. The Kupunas like that we send out energy & they wanna send it back to us, but with more this time. It so made sense & so made me thankful that I cut ties with a lot of people. Especially one in particular, who I'm hearing so much things about from the birds. While I'm sitting back & watching this person dig an even deeper canyon for him/herself, I can't help but think, "Wow, ballsy ah?" I'm already seeing a part of this person's world crumble & I'm not throwing a party over it, but when you don't appreciate something/somebody, you don't deserve it/them. With that said, I just hope whoever is still involved with this person that they don't get hit with the pile of kukae that's coming around.
Other than that, just appreciating all that I have in my life. My family's doing great. I'm doing great. Within the last 2-3 weeks, I was offered 4 new jobs. It's kindda crazy cause I'm not even looking.. I have a job. Class is fabulous, of course! & the people in my life... Unbelieveable! They're so AWESOME! I love them! I've been going out a lot with my brother & our close friend. He's been taking us here & there with him & introducing us to more awesome people. I can't wait for the rest of the year! It's gonna be so cool! As for the rest of my free time, I know things could be different, which is why I'm happy & appreciative, but I also aim for the best as well. It's all about that one word.......
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